I just want to ‘be’
I feel strange :/ I just don’t want this Friday to be the last one. I’m praying it doesn’t. I want a good weekend so badly because this week has been so great. I’m worrying, and I don’t need to be. I’m scared to sleep because I can either have these wonderful dreams or super painful ones. There’s no middle. I don’t want to be surrounded by tons of guys. Then again, I don’t want to be around tons of girls and drama. And I most definitely don’t want to be by myself. Damn. I just want to be happy…no..wait. I AM happy. I just want to stay this way. Thats my problem. I can be happy, but somewhere in my mind I’m dreading that one thing that will mess it up. I just can’t deal with that now. I have to stay happy until August 27th..then I can break down a little bit..but just a little!
